The fact is before reading a fan-fic I watch the series to make up my mind that I won't be spoiled if one day I choose to actually watch the series. So in the end I watch the series bc I don't want to be spoiled when reading the fanfic, in case one day I want to watch it. Then I won't watch it one day bc I am busy watching the series to not get spoilers (Does that make sense?). So do I force myself to 4+ seasons of shows just to not get spoilers? Is that bad? I enjoy it so ig not. 

I used to sneak to the kitchen and eat sugar, then I'd  blame my brother of someone complained.