motherfuck

Lord I'm so glad I abandoned c.ai a long time ago because the updates nowadays are absolute shit...

The new Roblox update is seriously pissing me off...
          
          I can't donate to anyone in Pls Donate without a Roblox Plus subscription? Bullshit. And I was planning on giving some robux to my friends when I had enough... ☠️

✨holy✨
          ✨shit✨
          ✨I have✨
          ✨severe✨
          ✨art block✨
          ✨please✨
          ✨save me✨
          
          
          Anyways speaking of art, I've been thinking about focusing more on digital but holy shit, I desperately need some kind of digital pen or something. And no, don't get me started with the "you can draw with your fingers" or "I can draw with my thumb just fine" 
          
          Like Jane/John Doe, I have Carpal Tunnel syndrome. Just typing alone causes my hands to hurt. Jsyk overworking my fingers, especially my thumb, will increase the pain... ☠️

Dude I keep mishearing a certain line in Empire State of Mind by Alicia Keys
          
          Instead of "Concrete jungle where dreams are made of"
          
          I'm hearing "Concrete jungle wet dream tomato" and it's so cursed :broken heart:
          
          It was so hilarious I had to put it in my current Discord bio 

When I first watched the performance, this is actually how I reacted too...
          
          https://youtube.com/shorts/F-fsoVeEW7E?si=3UnWUQtZuSWgUSIu

So basically the training in Forsaken is with Guest1337 and reaction blocks
          Let's just say that I couldn't land a single one
          
          But then again, I wasn't really taking it too seriously and my ping was at 267ms above
          
          ... or am I just making excuses for the fact that I suck at the game...
          Man
          The game isn't even that hard yet I'm the worst at it ✌️
          
          
          Anyways after playing Forsaken, I tested my reaction time on a website, and got 380ms and above (reaction time of an egg btw)
          What ☠️
          
          Let's just say in the Reaction Block Value, your reaction time should be 190ms and lower to be able to sum that up with your ping and the killer's ping. (Actually if y'all want to ask me about this reaction block thing just ping me in Discord, it's a long explanation and it has a lot of math)
          
          God bro
          
          I hate this :finger heart:

I did a call with someone 
          And due to me being severely inexperienced
          I was actually anxious 
          
          Anyways so she and I played The Mimic and the experience felt funnier to me just because we weren't chatting ✌️☠️
          
          And then we got on Forsaken to train (well, initially) until we just decided to fuck around because both of us were not too locked in
          
          I wasn't supposed to laugh but I couldn't help it; especially when the friend was also laughing too (when someone laughs, I laugh for some reason, same goes with crying)
          
          Then let's just say my sister was suspicious of me ✌️ (since I actually lied that I'm talking to an irl friend instead of an online one...)
          
          I'm off the hook
          For now...
          
          Sighs
          I don't know if I'm even allowed to do calls freely at this point 
          
          But yeah that was fun

Bye I desperately need a theme for both here and Discord... ☠️✌️

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