A little bit about me. The most important thing to know is, unfortunately I am me. I hate who I am inside and out. I hate to look in the mirror. I try not to have any in my home for just that reason. When I look at my reflection all I see are flaws and failures. So I don't look at myself. I'm struggling to overcome my past filled with mistakes and trauma. A past filled with nightmares and drug addiction. A past with mental illness and self harm. All pain and injury I'm trying my damnedest to work past. But failing miserably on most days. I fight many demons on a daily basis. My fractured mind and many voices being the biggest ones I face. Followed by my loneliness of the consequences from the life I've chosen. I try to be a positive person but life has not given me much reason to be positive. Just like I try to walk with my head up but always fear the world sees my flaws just like I do.  So me in a nutshell. I'm a fucked up insane shit show of a mess and unfortunately just me. Take me as I am or don't take me at all.