Rosemary_Darling

Merry Christmas to everyone around the world, I hope you are having a great life.

Rosemary_Darling

When I was a kid, I was shy and introverted. No kids want to play with me, they also bullied me for no good reason. I was confused why. In middle school and high school, things went downhill fast. They made fun of my weight and made jokes of my name. I thought it was a joke but it feels uncomfortable hearing them talking about me especially gossip. 
          
          
          another sad story happens in university college. During the third semester, my classmates are gossiping behind my back. I feel very uncomfortable around them but sometimes neutral. Every time I look and think of them, they remind me of my former classmates
          
          
          I'm scared of what they think of me, it's like they were judging me without knowing I'm in pain
          
          
          
          There's not a lot of people talk to me even though I announced this message to my followers.

Sabakunodreamer

@Rosemary_Darling, thanks for worrying. Im ok now, maybe cause Im already desensitized and those situations no longer surprise me or hurt me. And also because I have some really nice people around me too. But, mainly because I value myself and dont need other people to tell me I deseeve good things. I already think so. Thats why I tell you, never believe the people who mistreat you are right. You are great just because you are yourself!!!  :)
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Rosemary_Darling

@Sabakunodreamer Thanks, your story make me cried. I hope you are doing alright
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Sabakunodreamer

@Rosemary_Darling, My advise to you? Dont spend a second with people who are or were mean to you. If they cant appreciate you, you have to do it. Appreciate youself. Look the way you want to look, see the beautiful girl you are. Listen to the music you love, do the activities that make you happy, and just value the people who value you. Dont feel less and dont act like you are less. You are not, and you dont get to give the satisfaction of looking defeated to ANYONE. You are worth so much, thats why you have to proyecto youself from bad people and bad thoughts. You will know people you can trust in the future. While you wait for it, dont spend your time with cruel people. DONT FORGET YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON
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Rosemary_Darling

It feels so quiet, no one seems to reply to my message. ;(

Rosemary_Darling

@Zuesforearth yeah...
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Zuesforearth

@Rosemary_Darling yo am i late??
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Obsidian0

@ Rosemary_Darling  Not so quiet now, is it? 
            Randomly stumbled upon your Hanabi's one shoot, was an enjoyable read.
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