So I really am a failure.
Yesterday (in my time) I got scolded for… something. I’d prefer not to say.
and everytime I do get scolded, I always ask my self really negative questions. But I can’t help it. I always think I’m a failure, a disgrace, an unworthy person in life. I’d usually just cuddle up in my bed, thinking all kinds of negative thoughts. Like:
“I want to die”, or “I’m not worthy of anything.” Maybe even “I don’t want to live anymore.”
And I had the same experience yet again.
i know this just sounds stupid or annoying. Because I only got scolded. But it’s happened so many times, I just can’t help it. My quiz marks are already deteriorating, then I get scolded by parents. And it was a repetitive type, for the same problem.
and when this usually happens, it lasts from 2 days to a week.
So uh… sorry for being annoying to announce this to yall, but I just want to vent. I had some bottled up emotions, so I’m glad I get to release some.
Sorry for saying some stupid stuff and sounding annoying and over dramatic.