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starting to get into le sserafim, i wanna start listening to xg too but idk where to start

Might have to lock in and learn hangul just to romanize that one jongseob most wanted tour solo stage song cz my favorite thing is learning the lyrics to songs I like cz karaoke doesn't hit the spot uusggghh idk
          
          I mean learning hangul should technically be pretty easy right?? ppl say it's the easiest part of learning KR (though I'm not planning on actually learning the language js the alphabet) but then again it took me like half a year to learn kana and I can't remember ANY katakana (I mean I vaguely remember how the one for "a" looks but I have no clue how to write it) so I could be dead wrong

Joined a Keeho live tell me why he's playing roblox horror

what if i dont wanna do homework cuz like lowk i dont have to cz i was absent the day we were assigned it but that was also 2 days ago so idk if the teachers gonna hate me for it cz you dont HAVE to do homework if you werent there when it was assigned but then again ive had the time to do it so idk if ill still get punished but also if i dont get punished what if the teacher thinks lesser of me cz i didnt do it when i couldve and then shell make me work harder and call on me in class more often and ill never know the answers and embarrass myself like the loser i am n then ill be clowned on even more and ill hate german class even more than i already do and then ill explode??? i mean idk i feel like the cons (certain death) of not doing it outweigh the pros (procrastinating a lil longer) but i also dont understand the hw and i dont wanna ask anybody else cz its late n i wouldnt wanna send it to anybody this late either and i also just dont WANT to do it so idk....... decisions decisions...... day in the life of a fake nonchalant......

andrew in drag awakens smth in me idk

Seob's birthday letters are so sweet they make me want to break down crying I hate him

Sometimes I get sad and then remember that the world's like probably gonna end in a couple of years so who really gives a gaf

Caught a Jiung live before school n he's yapping abt Theo n Jongseob life is good

The more I yap the fancier I speak and it pmo what if I tried poetry so it's less cringe

the more i think abt it the weirder the concept of kpop biases sounds cz like i get being drawn to a certain member (evidently) but like... doesnt "biasing" someone feel a little weird??? like i cant put it into words but it js feels kinda icky to me, the same way saying you "stan" a group feels kinda icky to me. it feels... almost dehumanizing.... i guess?? like i know its not that deep n that it just IS that way in kpop but doesnt it feel a little weird to just proudly announce that one of the members is "your favorite" like theyre some kinda toy???? n then the concept of "bias wreckers" is even weirder cz wdym you cant just be like "i like this member, theyre my favorite" and have to be like "oh no but the other one looked hotter that one time" as if theyre js some product and not real humans w real feelings and real experiences just like you??? imagine that in an everyday setting, like telling somebody theyre your favorite person n then being like "oh but actually i kinda liked .... better when they did that one thing" like no?? you keep that to yourself do you not (not that i havent used the term bias and bias wrecker, in fact ive DEFINITELY used them in announcements in the past but that was BEFORE i overthought everything like a big fat loser) idk maybe im just a werirdo??? call me the woker why so queerious???