I love writing but the way I don’t feel safe in the mcu fandom due to to all the anti-blackness and that truly makes me sad. That’s what sucks the most is that most of the time I’ve had to leave fandoms not by choice but because of how much they hate the color of my skin. From the n word being thrown at me to being sent threats over characters, I fear that I can’t use enjoy being in a fandom without someone trying to tear me down due to my race.