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I wanna kms for feeling this way. Stop crying you ugly freak. Crying doesn't help!!! It's meaningless.

I hate jealousy. I hate it whenever I'm feeling jealous. It's always over something so small and stupid..
          I'm jealous over everything..
          I just want to dissolve .

Should I feel jealous?.. i want to date someone. But at the same time I don't. Everyone i know is dating someone. Should I feel happy or jealous?..

I starve myself not because I'm Insecure, but it's because I have no motivation to get up and eat a regular meal. I've always been a really picky eater. So it's hard to choose what to eat next. And when I eat actual big meals i feel like throwing up. I'm losing my appetite. I wanna be normal . I don't want to feel left out because I'm not eating something everyone loves. I wanna have a normal meal without feeling like I wanna throw up. 
          
          There's something wrong with me.