SKY_HIGH619
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I don't know why I have let this go on for so long, but I have, and I honestly don't know if I regret it or not. I have depression, and with that roller-coaster of a ride, I also have anger blackouts, mood swings that terrify me, and so much other shit going on inside my head. Sorry for the language, but pg just doesn't cut it for this. The anger blackouts start small, headaches, shaking from pent-up rage for no damn reason, then she laughs. I've come to call her Violet. Violet White. Shes the me I probably will become in the not so distant future. I know I've been gone from here for a long ass time, but I just wanted to get this off of my chest. No, I have not and will never tell my mom or dad, I hope they never find out.