// rant
for some reasons, i have never felt to sad, tired, and left out in my entire life. I feel like my friends are getting bored at me, for not being much expressive as they are, not entertaining enough, not smart enough, and more.
I feel like they are just with me so that I won't feel left out. They would probably feel bad if they left me and be friends who is much way more better than me.
I just wanna be loved, be appreciated for who I am, and not feel left out because it's very tiring. Really tiring.