Hey boo..
Can I say something and you not get mad or offended..?? I noticed that you're demotivated about giving us chapters on Deepest Desire. So there's these 2 books that I read recently about partners being emotionally supportive n all that, which is what I assume to be one of the themes in your book, and I want to request that you read them if you can. It's a book called Truck Driver by playgirldior and The Affair by kaiwrotethat.
They are both feel good books that show black love in a healthy way. You might get inspired..well I hope so. That's if you aren't offended. Lol.