SadBxiTokyo

Ts Is a Different type of Hurt

Miss you Big Cuz Had me Break down hard today

If Y’all Always Make Up no matter how Bad and Toxic the Fight is Your In Love Keep Him/Her close to you no matter what 

Dance with me and I'll sing to you, a symphony
          Won't you kiss me? Shut me up, please
          Dance with me and I'll sing to you, a symphony
          Won't you kiss me? Shut me up, please
          Dance with me and I'll sing to you, a symphony
          Won't you kiss me? Shut me up, please
          Dance with me and I'll sing to you, a symphony
          Won't you kiss me? Shut me up, please

She said I, oh, I, am falling for you, falling for you
          I, oh, I, am falling for you, falling for you
          I, oh, I, am falling for you, falling for you
          I, oh, I, am falling for you, falling for you

She told me that it's all my fault it would've been perfect all along It woulda been a right and not another wrong
          And it would be a happy, not a sad song, oh
          'Cause it's all my fault, she would have been perfect on her own
          I should have took a right, but I took a wrong
          And now this ain't a happy, it's a sad song
          

I hate the world we know
          
          Mind fumbling, fumbling, fumbling, fumbling
          I wonder if, wonder if, wonder if, wonder if
          I’m gonna live, gonna live
          All these threats that I get from my enemies
          Wonder why I keep a .40 right next to me
          Scared of n—as runnin’ in my vicinity
          I’ma be the killer, ain’t no one killin’ me
          That’s a better choice like votin’ for Hillary
          Where I’m from, n—as don’t give a f—
          So we loadin’ up and shootin’ like documentary
          Numb to the core, I don’t wanna feel sh– anymore
          I don’t wanna feel rich anymore
          Know that they want me dead, so I’m takin’ meds
          Until I fall on the floor
          I don’t know who to call anymore
          I don’t know what to call it anymore
          Tears fall like raindrops
          But nah, I don’t wanna ball anymore

My mind sometimes gets dark and wild
          My mind sometimes
          I don’t wan’ be bothered
          Inhale, exhale
          Breathing just got a little harder
          I mean well, I mean well
          All’s well that ends well
          Inhale, exhale
          Losin’ my sanity, probably
          I’ll see you in hell
          Yeah, I’ma meet you there
          As of lately, my demons, they bother me
          When I’m sleepin’, they sittin’ on top of me
          And wherever I go, they’ll follow me
          I fell into the pit and it’s bottomless
          They want my soul but it isn’t my property
          Try to take it from me, demonic robbery
          Crazy the way that the devil’ll lie to me
          Just leave me alone
          I could do bad on my own
          I get high off my ass on my own
          Paranoia is strong
          What if she don’t love me no more?
          I hope I’m wrong
          
          

Hey how was today?
          What did you fuck up, and then who did you blame?……How do you even go look your kids in the face
          With your Life  breakin' all over the place?
          I'm the same, in every way
          Scared to see the consequences brought in my way Starin' at the soap, and there's blood on the trace
          Of anything and everything just wanna keep up the pace