Emery

Hey, thanks for the follow and the votes on Swift as a Coursing River! <3

HI I KISSED MY GIRLFRIEND AND SHES THE CUTEST LITTLE BEAN. I’ve been off my phone for the past 2 days and just enjoying her company. Her little bird is now my son and her cute siblings are so adorable I just can’t. I’m gonna miss her when she goes to her dads for the school year but she’s probably going to visit me often anyways. 

My girlfriend is okay now and I’m so happy. The sleepover is back on. I’m gonna be able to hold her and tell her she’s okay and I don’t think I’ve been this happy in a while. I’m still worried about my family, but I won’t have to worry about that for a day.

I’m actually scared. My girlfriend has some stuff going on in her life and I care for her so much it hurts. She and I love each other. I have a feeling I know what she’s talking about and why she’s upset, and that only worsens my fears. I’ve been feeling overwhelmed, and my abuser is starting to get suspicious again and he’s only getting cockier and making me scared. It’s terrifying and I don’t know what to do. He’s only gotten worse with time. My family is fighting and then just when I was about to get a break from them, my girlfriend had to cancel our sleepover because of what’s happening. It’s a lot and I don’t know how to handle it. I’ve been having panic attacks frequently for the past 2 hours. It’s starting to get to be too much and I really wish I had someone here to help. 

My insomnia’s getting the better of me today. I’m far too scared to sleep. I really don’t want a night terror, but they’re so frequent. 

Hey, bear. How are you doing today?

Thank you for following me! I appreciate it.