I don't know what is really happening to me nowadays, but I am kind of depressed and going through a lot. Puls I add kind of 3 or 4 new chapters in only love for me and let me tell you something no new reads and I worked so damn hard on my stories. I try to search for pics and get names, work on spin offs to them and no one freaking read at all. I feel that I am useless, like why I am even alive. No real trusted friends, problems and I can go on for years. I read a lot of things to make the stories I am talking about plus learning how to edit. I write my worries away to see how people feel. I am checking the readers numbers every hour no one even notice them, but anyway. I will write in my own, but I won't share. I am thinking lately about making account for the stories, but then the thought of unpublishing the story passes my mind. So never mind I think that you don't have to give a fu*k about this.