Hey guys, i know this might not be super important to anyone but I’m not going to be super active this upcoming week. recently my friend lost her fight with suicide and i just don’t have much motivation to be on. Though i will be on at times.
I hate suicide- it hurts so much to think- to KNOW you could have done something to prevent it. My last text to her was saying I couldn’t hang out and i could, I just didn’t want to. I was supposed to be a sister figure to her- I saved her once why the hell couldnt I do it again?! Her sister called me a hero at one point saying “she would die without me.” And now that i left her for a few months she did this and it’s my fault because I left her- My God I could’ve saved her and I didn’t. She was so sweet and loving. She has been my friend since seventh grade when i was put in charge of her because i was the mom friend of my school and now i failed her- I should’ve been her hero! That’s the second suicide in my life and I can’t handle it. I have failed already so many times. Sorry for this rant guys and I’ll try to be on as much as possible but i’m not loving life atm.
Please remember that there is always someone who loves and cares about you - someone who calls you friend . I’m begging you, please don’t take your life away because when you do, you take a bit of life away from the people who care. You are so worthy and if you ever need someone to talk to i will gladly talk to you but please try and seek out professional help.
please take my words- You are worthy-
worthy of love
worthy of being beautiful
worthy of respect
worthy of affection
worthy of being confident
worthy of being listened to
worthy of being treated as a human
the only reason someone would call you names or hurt you is because they see your beauty and worth and want some more for themselves. They are worthy but they don’t even recognize their own worth so in order to glow, they steal the light and worth from others.
in conclusion
you are loved.
