Sam

My grandma just fucking died
          Taking a break. I'll announce it when I get back.

Gonna fall asleep, so don't mind if I'm not answering for like an hour :3

My mom/older-sister is the best (I'm talking abt Katelyn-Sama btw she's so nice) 
          I want to travel to her and give her a hug rn. Idk I just feel like hugging people you gonna catch some hugs if you come near me >-<

Chat why are people worrying over me I'm fine

It's too loud. There's thunder and it sounds closer than I know it is. Also, my tablet is GLITCHING tf out rn brb

RAHHHH I OFFICIALLY AM NOT AT SCHOOL

Faking being sick today. I was believed (I actually do feel a stomach ache, but I made it a lot bigger than it was) I'm probably gonna be online most of the day (that, or sleeping, binging Stranger Things, etc.)

(RANT ABOUT IRL STUFF)
          
          
          
          
          
          Why do people think my only personality trait is liking THIS BOY? I liked him in fucking what? 3rd grade? Maybe 4th? Then the grades following they convinced me that I DID like him and ONLY HIM because I had said it ONCE in a game of truth or dare in 4th grade when the only truths were "Who do you like?" Or "Is it true you like ____ _____?" And I didn't have an answer so I just picked a random kid when looked cute and then he confessed and- let's backtrack. He is really emotional, loud, and put those together and it means he cries if his house is destroyed in Minecraft (true story btw- from like elementary school but-) and they were judging me bc of that but really I don't have any crushes on a boy. It was so immature but it kept coming back to haunt me. Back to what I was saying is that he confessed in like 5th or smth and we started "dating" (it wasn't really, we were immature kids and I didn't know what love was) and he was clingy asf and it was annoying to no end. I hated it and I figured after like two weeks of fighting my inner demons that I liked him as a FRIEND. Anyways, we "broke up" (again, not real relationship) after that and it was fine until yesterday. He confessed again, saying he still liked me. It was the end of school, and I just went to my bus without replying. I don't want to string him along (is that the phrase? Idc u know what I mean) but I also don't want him to be sad. 
          Now my entire friend group who knew abt "it" is teasing me. What they don't know is that I'm currently not crushing on a boy (hey don't know I'm pan btw)

Didn't sleep :( going to school soon byyeeeee

I just finished reading "i love atsushi" on A03 by Anonymous in one sitting and...
          It's not that bad? I giggled while reading it. I WOULD NOT RECOMMEND READING IT THO ALMOST THREW UP ATLEAST ONCE- but it wasn't that bad after the Atsushi Redditor chapter idk if that's my opinion but pretty tame ngl
          
          Also the rambling chapter got me bc like- " 'Will you watch our kids?'
          'We don't have kids-' *takes out eyeballs*
          "Oh I see what you did there' "
          - quick summary of last scenario ending
          
          HAHA THREE HOURS TIL SCHOOL STARTS WHAT SHIT SHIT SHIT I NEED TO SLEEP