I know this has happened a lot where I’m not frequent. And trust me I feel terrible. I think I’ve gotten to the point where I feel comfortable about sharing some things about me. Hopefully this can clear up why this happens so often. Ok so my name is Bella. I am a sophomore or 10 th grade. I am almost 16. I want to be a clinical psychologist and my dream college is nyu. I am single I am a pansexual but I am currently trying to figure out my sexuality. I suffer from depression,anxiety, insomnia,and an eating disorder. I often write through my characters to show my trauma as a coping skill. For example for Hitoshi..I was SA by a relative and I plan to show how it impacted me and kind of tell my story through the characters. And no I do not hate moanama!! It kinda just made sense to me to use him yk. There is no certain reason I used him to portray him as this. But getting back to the point. I am having trouble with my eating did and self harm so that is the reason I have not been writing as well as I have my psat tomorrow. I truly love all of my supporters❤️ I plan to display my eating disorder in a character some day. I hope you guys understand. Feel free to vent if needed. I will be back to writing soon
