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W h e n w i l l I l e a r n ?.........
I have been cheated on multiple times......
And Yet I don't leave.....
Somtimes i feel used- but I hope she still Loves me!
I don't feel loved at the moment, lifes not that bad, but it's getting worse everyday for me.
I don't like ranting. I don't want your pity. I want your advice......
I don't know if I should leave, I don't want to! I love her too much.
Yet I still feel neglected.
I know I can't control my emotions! I know somtimes I'm an asshole!........but I still love her..... it's probably just my fault..... I know I'm a horrible person to be around but you don't need to make fun of the way I look! Or speak.........or.....Laugh......how fat I am.......
I know people have more terrible lives, I know i'm not the only person in the world! But....sometimes I feel I am, and she's stuck somewhere else, on a lovely planet...... in space..... and I'm stuck in an old, rusty dungeon.......... watching her from afar. I wanna be on that planet with her though....... maybe then I could feel happy........