I write about kindness and kind people in my stories because I don't believe in kindness and I don't believe that it's real, not after the bullshit that I've been through. I write about being chosen because I was never chosen and I never will be. I write about receiver who is a blind woman with hydrocephalus because she's me. The only difference being she's a dragon Rider. And I wish I could be because at least if I had a dragon I wouldn't feel so alone. I write about people who stay for her because nobody has and will ever stay for me.