You ponder for a moment on whether or not you should proceed reading the contents of this notebook. You ask yourself, "Am I ready? Will I be able to handle everything I will see?"Do not ask me, I don't even know who you are. Just keep in mind that once you begin, there is no turning back. If you thought you already knew who I am, well, after reading this you will start to think otherwise? "Did I even meet the real one? Was everything I spent with them an illusion?" I wish you good luck on your quest, dear reader.