Hey Lulu, i know that you aren't on here as much now. However, my ass can't do paragraphs on Tiktok for whatever reason. I do apologise for bringing you back here at some point, and possibly making you upset being on the app. I'll do my best to copy and paste this onto Discord once i'm done just in-case though.
Additionally, i wanted to apologise for the lack of everything. I haven't really been the friend you had made two years ago, and i'm sorry for that. I won't sit back and make all forms of excuses, because frankly speaking, there isn't any to make. No matter what my mental state is; grabbing my phone and checking in at least once a day doesn't take up a lot of energy. And, even if it had, you should be worth that energy regardless.
Lulu, you were one of the first people i had met, and the first genuine person i could have ever became friends with. I really do hope that life become brighter for you, and i would do anything in order to make that happen.
Although not particularly speaking all that much, i genuinely do care about you a lot. I know that you never liked to vent to anyone, but along with that, i'm well aware that you've had your own personal problems with all sorts of things.
And because of that, i hope everything shifts in your life. I hope things become lighter and less problematic. Because you of all people, sure as hell would NEVER deserve a bad moment in life.
I love you a lot, Lucille. You're my number one friend, and somebody that had helped be throughout so damn much. If it weren't for you, plenty of the people i had met, i would never have spoken too. You're the reason i'm less socially awkward, and for that. I can't help but feel as though i'm in some way, in your debt.
Thank you for everything you've done, Luci. And please, never change the way you are. Honestly speaking, you're absolutely perfect the way you are. And i know a lot of people would happily agree with me on that.
