Look, I didn't want to be a fangirl.
If you're reading this because you think you might be one, my advice is to close this page right now.  Believe whatever lie people told you about fandoms and try to lead a normal life. 
Being a fangirl is dangerous.  It's scary.
Most of the time it gives you feels in painful nasty ways.
If you're a normal kid, reading this because you think it's fiction, great.  Read on.  I envy you for being able to believe that none of this can ever happen.
But if you recognize yourself in these stories- if you feel something stirring inside- stop reading immediately.  You might be one of us.