Sorry again, the reason I stop the book is not because of the lack motivation or the laziness. Because after I read all your posts it really warmed my heart. It was one of the reason that I tried to continue the book. I actually tried to write a new chapter but it didn’t feel wright with every variation, if I had written this on paper you guys would of thought I head die of suffocated because of the amount of metaphoric crumpled paper around me. And I think for those of you who have tried to write a book or have will understand the feeling the giddiness of writing a book and stooping halfway because the passion has faded. Because sometimes passion can be extremely strong and overwhelming like some relationships *wink* *wink* in the binging like passionate fire yet the fuel (passion) for that fire is ephemeral it is not infinite and fleeting. And to continue with the analogy I poured the fuel into the fire to fast yes it cause a more brilliant and stronger flame yet the fuel will disappear at a faster rate and sometimes instantly. And I’ve learned from this mistake and I will pour my passion to it just as hard (I know this sounds like I didn’t learn at all but continue reading) but I won’t forget to go back to the fuel station to refuel. I’ll explains in better detail on part one of my new book. Also against really sorry about this bad new.
