At the end of the day, just do it. Do what makes you happy. Follow your dreams. Don't waste your life on what could have been, start now. Don't let the other you back out of things and not take risks. Do not let the other you stop you from trying. The hardest part is getting started. But once you do, there's no stopping you.

Just, go.

"I think you're upset because you are realizing that you want something that you didn't think you wanted before."