i like on direction. people say its girly but im a sucker for hot guys with sexy accents. when i  get "get older" i wanna be a writer. like songs and books. ive writtn a few but i dont no how to get them published. im very country and im fun to be around. if u ever wanna have a good time call me up. :)) well my main goal in life is to find love. it sounds corny but i want to find the "one". lol see i have this list. and its of thiings i like in a guy. its kinda stupid but i call him my magic man. i hope i find him one day. im scared that one day i will never have that fairytail. all my relationships have all failed. not beacause of me (i hope not) but because u just no when it wont work out.  I wish my struggles in life were just things like, feed the dog, or not obeying ur parents , but its way complicated. my mom has severial types of cancer. my parents are divorced and all the people i love live far away. im not picked on at school but i try to stand up for the kids that do and sum how im a horrile person for that. well im gunna show this world wat im made of!! so for now im working on my song/book writing. i hope the things i post on here will invite u to be yourself and dont worry bout what people think. <3 you