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Okkkkkk, gotta get this off my chest with some strangers ,cause I know damn well you all won't share this shit like some old friends did with some of my past trauma.
So where do i start. First of the topic.
Topic: Nightmeres/Dreams.
I had been followed many times in my life by strangers, making me paranoid, along with a little bit of SA(ed) by a past friend.
And I don't know how or if it influenced ,but I have days, if not weeks when all I can sleep is constant nightmeres of me being raped, skined and if not having to drown , be beat, throwing up a lot of blood while feeling all the pain from my lungs, suffoceted, at times even having to take the matters in my own hands.
I have a strong conces ,where I fighting back in all those nightmeres ,but some nightmeres are so bad that I wake up crying and at times rushing at the toilet feeling like throwing up.