xeilivyrism
chill out on the applyfics, holy, you got addicted... /silly /donttakethisseriously
ShineStarlight514
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yall don’t realize how much effort will be put into my original work, I’m giggling just at the thought of it :>
ShineStarlight514
I’ve yearned and grieved before, but never at the same time, it’s so odd feeling it in full force…
ShineStarlight514
@xeilivyrism thank you, it only happens occasionally but like, in a super overwhelming way :( I’m good now though, I’ll remember!! :D
xeilivyrism
@ShineStarlight514 i think it's the feeling of like "i miss you but at the same time youre kinda gone..", for me it's kinda normal, but if you're feeling odd stuff, PLEASEEE take care of yourself!!!
xeilivyrism
yallo! friendly note that im changing my username to xeilivyrism + changing my layout a little soon after
ShineStarlight514
@xeilivyrism barely saw this right now- but I think your new layout and username is so coolios! It’s very pleasing, just like eye candy :3
ShineStarlight514
psst, peoples… if you want to apply somewhere and can’t find anything, then i have a reading list specifically for applyfics and some are open still/really underrated…
xeilivyrism
@ShineStarlight514 wait you're so peak for scouring the internet to find these applyfics im dropping your username in my bio now for promotion reasons
ShineStarlight514
gng, is it weird to consider absolute strangers and fictional characters my children?
Like, I often get very upset when seeing really bad cases and always see the victim as my kid and get emotional, even if they’re a lot older than me. I feel like that says something, but idk :/
It could be just me, but that’s how I feel since I have a really sensitive heart when it comes to others, which may be leaning towards being hyper-empathetic (if that’s how you spell it) since I found that out a few days ago. Call me weird or block me for this, just some thought that comes occasionally :P
ShineStarlight514
@FateAndBeys001 I know, it’s crazy :D Really? We’re a lil opposite then cause I care a lot about absolute strangers TT
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Oh, the urge to write to my heart’s content without having to worry about plot holes or school or deadlines or opinions other than my own <3
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if i said i wanted to add u to my bio what would u say
ShineStarlight514
I can’t be the only Aiden Thomas fan on this platform, I’m literally in love with his books and he’s my favorite author, there has to be someone else who knows them TT
ShineStarlight514
something's currently in the drafts, yall aren't ready for when it's fleshed out in the next 500 years :)
FateAndBeys001
@ShineStarlight514 I high-key think my own followers are already digging my grave, I haven't posted in a boombaza of time ;-;