An art teacher that I really like will be over with work in 5 weeks and because I like her so much and she helped me really much with my art and making some decisions I wanted to paint her something. Not just some stupid or easy or asthetic art piece but something mesmerizing. Since the last time I have class with her is already in three to two and a half weeks I have a really small time limit. And before you say 'You could‘ve started way sooner!' Well I didn‘t know she was about to retire. Like I just heard about it last week and last week were my last exams and I had no timethen. So now I will literally dedicate my life completly for the next weeks to that painting. I want it to turn out amazing and worth my time. Like something really special. Well and because I of course want to have it done in the time limit and not a bit later to the sports festival where it‘s really the last last chance or in the summer break iver another teacher, I will go through night after night. I have lizterally no choice because next week the weekend I‘m not home because my parents take me with them to some friends, 4 hours away from home. So the pressure is there and I still need to get some stuff as I don‘t have the right canvas. (It‘s not long enough, just saw it a few minutes ago as I wanted to make a rough sketch about what I want to paint) Anyways, just wanted to inform y‘all that I‘ll at most read some stuff but not puplish ANYTHING even though I have some drafts that are started. ONLY started. But yeah that‘s it. The next two in a half to three weeks full of art for me.
