Not much about me except I'm literally trash.

Contradictory mindset and outlook on life makes it very difficult for me to stick to one constant thing, also causes me to try too hard to completely fit in around my own friends. 
I have different kinds of friends because I am a different person around different people. Almost nothing about me is consistent except for my first statement. 
I want to write and edit writing but I am not often presented with much motivation for it.