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Heyy my lovelies! ❤️
This week has gotten off to a VERY, VERY rocky start, but it's alright!
So here's the current update on the absolute mess that is my life:
1. My boyfriend
My boyfriend's back to being caring and loving ig, which is nice, but he was being a massive dickhead before this and idk man, I have such mixed emotions
2. My guy BFF + my new friends
My guy BFF is awesome, as always, and my new friends have actually been really sweet and genuinely care about me a lot. ❤️ So that's been a really nice part of this week!
3. And now for the thing that absolutely ruined the start of my week...
I have a guy friend in my friend group who has a crush on me. He's already told me, and I've been completely honest with him. I basically told him, "Sorry, I don't feel the same way, plus I have a boyfriend who is literally your friend, yk?"
So he KNOWS.
I've never had an issue with someone simply having a crush because everyone gets crushes, it's normal. BUT he hasn't really backed off and keeps taking opportunities to try and get with me, which has started making me uncomfortable.
OH YAH BTW, THIS PART IS 17+!
Today he was doing some... to-bring-pleasure stuff in class, and I didn't even know what he was doing until someone told me. I was just like, "Idgaf, I'mma hope it has nothing to do with me."
Then he randomly asked me, "Have you ever wanted to kiss anyone or like yk, with someone?". I was literally like "Wtf?"
Then later at home, he texted me and clarified what he'd been thinking about...
Yeah.
He was imagining that stuff with me.
Being sexualized like that genuinely makes me uncomfortable and sends a shiver down my spine.
Like WHAT THE FUCK IS THE DELULU
So I left him on read and I'm going to be keeping my distance from him at school for now.
My boyfriend was actually really comforting about the whole thing, so I'll be clinging to him for now ❤️
Anywayyy, that's the end of my updates for now!
Have an awesome day, lovelies! Stay safe online! ❤️
