I can't figure myself out currently. I've looked up what social anxiety is and the main thing I've seen is fear of judgement. I know I do have it, but it's not fear of judgement or people's opinion of me that bother me (much). I don't even know what it is, just that whenever I'm going somewhere or know I'm gonna go somewhere or people outside of immediate family are gonna be around me there's this feeling of wrongness in my chest (and sa stuff too) and I HATE having people behind me, it freaks me out.
There's one brained dumped topic I've been obsessing over for half an hour
