Silyza Ziu

So I'm back again. Life has been so weird. I don't think I'll stay on here. Just updating so y'all know I ain't dead. I'm old now and seen a lot of updates to this app. I don't stay on here and am mostly on Tumblr but I forgot my account information lmao. So it's bittersweet coming here just to leave again. Love everyone!

I'm back. My old phone died from a catastrophic tragedy so now I am on a computer. I plan of writing some Call of Duty fanfiction so bear with me hehehe.

why the FUCK HAS ADAM DRIVER HAS TO BE SO DAMN HOT YET SO FUCKING OLD. OK. THAT'S IT. IMMA BECOME A SUGAR BABY FOR OLDER MEN. DAMN IT. WHY HAVE I STOOPED THIS FAR. I DONT CARE ANYMORE. MEN ARE JIST TO HOT SOMETIMES. AJHHHHHHDJFUFBSKXJE

Guess who has PTSD and BPD AND! and my darlings Depersonalization. Me!

❥ hey darling!! thank you so much for the follow; stay safe!!

Hello. Today is my birthday and I just want to celebrate 17 years with y'all. Thank you so much. God is Good.

Hello. This is Silvia. I have been on Wattpad for a few years now. I battle depression really badly. Please, if you have a God, pray for me. If you don't have a God, give me a thought. If you do whatever the hell you want? Do it. Don't let life fuck you up. Its done this to me for so long.
          
          The love of my life killed herself two and a half years ago. A little more. Let me tell you, the pain never stopped. Its finally numbing out, that's not what you want.
          
          Find Peace kids. That's the good shit. That's what we all want in the end.
          
          Loveless.

I'm back bitches

Bye bye Wattpad. You were great at one time.
          Bye my followers. You were and are always great.
          Bye my books. I will miss reading you. 

Love is a fucking lie. Everyone just dies or hates you.