@Sink_underwater Im sorry this is all happening to you. It really sucks. And Im not sure what you should do about all of it. But for your girlfriend situation, you should just talk to her. Just approach her calmly and express your concerns. You can tell her that you're jealous. Its ok to be a little jealous some times. I mean hey, you're human! And if you just tell her how you're feeling, and she really loves you as much as you love her, then hopefully she'll listen and talk with you about it. Im sorry if this is like butting in or something. I dont mean to be pushy, and you dont you have to do anything I said. Its just a suggestion. I figure that if the advice can help then I may as well tell it to you.