There is nothing. I see nothing. It is because I, myself, am nothing. I wish to be forgotten. Like I'm non-existent. I never asked to be given life, but Life just couldn't forget me. My soul was just wandering around an empty abyss alone. I was alone. I don't know why I was given the opportunity to live, but I wish I was forgotten by Life back then. If I was never born... My soul would have never known what love was. Nor would it have known the warmth of another. Neither the emotion of love that I feel now. Without any of that I would not have felt this deep sorrow I now feel. As much as I wish all this, I am thankful Life didn't forget me. Because right now I am with my other half. I now have purpose. I was saved from the hell I experienced at the beginning of this life, and now am reborn. I was given another chance of life. This second chance of life was not given to me by Life, but this person next to me now. Who I have pledge to myself never to leave, and to protect forever until the end of time, even after death do us part, I will die over and over again just to protect him. Again and again we'll meet. I know you won't remember me. I know you'll fall in love with someone else in your different lives. I understand that, so I'll become a shadow. A shadow that has nothing, but my memories of you and the purpose to protect you no matter how many deaths I have to go through until you remember me once again.
  • Journey as a Shadow
  • JoinedSeptember 8, 2017



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