Lily

My bsf (who’s also my bfs little sister) told me that at this point my life is a Wattpad book bcs yesterday me and my bf where sitting together on the bus and when we hold hand he’s holds my hand with his one hand and either holds the arm that is holding his hand with his other hand or wraps his hand around the top of my hand while still holding my hand and when we got to are school (we have 2 main parts of the building and he gets off at the first) he slowly picks my head up off his shoulder bcs I was asleep and says lily where at school and than while I am still half asleep just hugs me until he has to get off.

I take it back my biggest rage bait is that I have practice on Monday from 4-6pm and the parent meeting so I can’t even leave right after practice I have my first ever staging camp Friday from 4-10pm (wtf) ohh and Sunday I have the stupid Christmas parade SOOOOOOOO WHO TOLD YALL TO GIVE THIS ALL TO ME and on top of all that it’s the first week back from thanksgiving break and I am starting multiple new units in each different class

I think my biggest rage bait (other than Roblox) is that my bf of like 2 months is my bsf’s older brother like what do u mean my bsf who was hating on my bf the bus ride home is now screaming at him to hold my hand that “I want to see it”

hailoooo!!!

It’s crazy to think that I haven’t really been on Wattpad in like 4 months like I have been on every now and then read a little than got off but it’s been like 4 months really since I was really on here for an period of time 

It’s really bad I thought I would hate my new school but I really love it like I miss my friends so much but at the same time I feel like I am really in classes that I should be in with ppl who are on the same level as me

What hurts me is I start school next week LIKE GUYS where did my summer go I swear I was just finishing school and now I am going back already like Ik I finished in my old district on the 31st (well 27th but the last day was the 31st) and my new district we start on the 4th of next August I JUST GOT OUT IN MAY but for my old district they have another week off like this isn’t fair 

Guys I started band camp ( I MADE FRIENDS AND EVERYONE THERE ARE SO SWEET, OPEN, AND OKAY WITH ANYTNING) I love it already

The demons I am fighting is I go back to school a week before everyone Ik other than my 3 siblings who life with me soooooo my friends gonna be texting in the group chat than it’s gone be me not answering until the bus ride home like boy

This summer is going by so fast but also I feel like I haven’t done anything like finished school went to my grandparents came home, 4 days later my cousin comes down, like a week after she leaves I go back to my grandparents, and will I am there me, my sister, and my friend make plans to hang out with my friend, come home, go to practice, go on vacation ,come home from vacation, little sisters birthday, 4th of July, go to my sisters house for the weekend, go to my friend, that’s all I have done all summer