@Snake_oni It's not worth it. Why? What legitimate reason even is there? There are people who love you here, so many people. Find something else. Try painting, try writing. Find a hobby. Trust me when I say that there are so many things that are more relieving than suicide.
Look, I don't know you very well, but I nearly attempted suicide, about a year ago. I was so lucky I had people there to hold me back from myself. Even if you don't have anyone physically with you, I'm always gonna be here to chat. Just know there are people here. Here for you. Jaiden and I are two strong examples. I'll be here, whether you decide you want to talk or not.