Depression is not an easy thing to deal with, but it's possible to get through it, no matter who you are. You're very existence on this planet matters to me, and I would love to get to know you. I care about everyone no matter who you are or what you have done. First impressions, while they do matter, I can easily over look them if they're bad but you prove yourself to be better/ explain yourself. I am extremely forgiving, so don't worry if you upset me. I can easily look past that, just please don't avoid talking about it, it's very difficult to make me angry or upset. I'm very caring and understanding. If you depressed please seek out friends and family, or at least me or someone you trust or a counselor therapist. You should never think that doing something permanent like ending you're life is the only solution for something as temporary as sadness. It may feel overwhelming, like it's to much, like there's no end to the pain, but there is an end to it that doesn't involve death or suicide. Depression is just the result of disconnect from other people, like family and friends and people you trust. So please, reach out to others and make new friends all the time, meet new people, please don't be shy. Always be optimistic no matter what. I'm like a big puppy dog, energetic when around people especially around friends and people I know I can be loose and talk on a broad spectrum and not offend them, and sad when alone.