Sometimeyou

@ Sometimeyou  I don't. Thank you so much for your answer. Actually I'm fine if your brain is more on BL level. I don’t watch BL anymore but I was there once yk... anyway, up to you. You can contact me anytime. I will be glad to exchange with you about it even just for fun and not writing.

@FrenemyHearts awww thank youu for this offer.... actually, I did have ig, but I rarely use it so I need to dig out my pwd first lol. I'll deffo share my acc once I log in. 
            
            To be completely honest, I don't really know anything about writing, like i do imagine scenarios, come up with creative plots but never tried developing them into a full story.... so I'm not confident about the actual writing part. Plus, my brain operates more on a BL level, and since I know you write bromance, I don't want things to get awkward later... I like reading your stories too because the plots are good, regardless of the relationship. 
            
            I actually read hsf: beyond afterwards because I had imagined a similar plot myself (yeah I was randomly thinking about what would happen if ching ching grew up and found out saint was the reason behind shin's broken leg, and how would she react. I was really wishing for someone to write a fic on it, and then you published it). Ngl, it's been a while since i read it so i might have to re-read it to refresh my memory.  And don't get disheartened about less reactions, people might be secretly reading your works
            
            But yeah! I just want to let you know everything first. I hope you don't mind?

@theangrybetty heyy i'm so sorryyyy first of all, i literally typed a whole ass novel on your feed.... really sorry..... if you think i'm pyscho then you can say i wouldn't mind hahaha.... and i understand why you are busy, i'm a student too....
            
            btw for this scenario, my og dynamic was skynani, though you can change it if you want to, no worries. Actually my concept was a person doing something hurtful, then trying to redeem himself and grovelling real hard while others just shun him and mock him, but he's determined to prove himself and also fix what he broke. The guilt and regret slowly start consuming him, making him self-loathe while he also deals with other traumas. The people around him don't help him instead they push him over the edge thinking he deserves it until the person breaks down trying to earn forgiveness and be worthy. Umm something like grovelling too much? Idk, maybe my overthinking mind likes imagining these angsty scenes. 
            
            After reading the reason you gave for nani hating sky, i kinda became curious on how you would develop the story around it. I mean that's quite traumatic and I'm wondering what Sky after such a heinous thing would do, how can Nani forgive him, and most imp- how will he trust him, then how will Sky be able to come out the guilt, etc... i want to see what happens. But ummm, do you think for a high school rivalry, the reason is justifiable?
            
            i did want sky's character to be weak but internally, like in front he pretends to be fine and okay. Inside he's miserable. Though i would leave it on you, i trust you gurll, but no taking much stress. Lovee youu