I don't know if you read this, but I need to say it.
It's been three months. I noticed you removed me everywhere - Spotify, Instagram, here and so on. And I still don't understand why you couldn't just tell me what happened. Because I was just waiting all this time hoping everything will be okay and I was ready to wait more and more until I noticed how you deleted your bio like you removed me from your life
I really understand it was hard for you. I know your parents were probably watching. But leaving me in silence for three months was cruel. I'm not saying this to blame you, I'm saying this because I deserve to know the truth. Because I still love you and ofc I never stopped, so I was just wondering about your opinion about this situation and your feelings too. I always wanted to know what really happened in March and what your parents said, I was scared about you so much
And the most important. If you still love me - I can wait, you know I can. I don't care if it takes 1 year or more, just until you're ready. But I need to know if you want me to wait at all. Without "what if it is too much and she needs to live a happy life with another person and not waste her time with nothing", that's not true. I chose you one day and be sure that was the best decision in my life. And if you really truly don't feel anything to me, I will understand it. But only it. Because I know we have a really strong connection and I need you to remember it and tell me the truth. And don't worry if you're scared of chatting 24/7 and being caught, I can imagine how bad it was for you in March... so really I can just wait so you won't risk, my feelings for you won't dissappear just because we don't talk
(I couldn't send this anywhere else but you can write in every possible app ofc. pint just can't take long texts...)
