I should’ve let them go, I shouldn’t have even questioned them and just brushed it off , how would anyone want to be with me anyway im annoying and I talk to much once I get too comfortable with someone. My voice is annoying, im annoying to look at or hear from. No wonder nobody likes to talk to me. I don’t even know why im still going, I hate how im the type to keep pushing even if it hurts to continue. I should’ve done it that night in February