#19 Every time I hear your voice my heart breaks. I know that you mask the pain. Hearing that false enthusiasm as your heart wavers hurts me more than you know. Why can't you just let your feelings show? I brush it off as if it were nothing, but deep inside it feels like my heart is throbbing. It seems to me that you just need to break free. Because you know that you're the only one ruining your own life.