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Not gonna say names cause my normal life is private
So I have this friend, let’s call them A. When I met A the first day of school, we were both antisocial, human hating, hug loving, idiots. So we got close, as any cheesy story goes. This was back in September, it’s almost the end of October now. And over that small time span I may or may not have developed a crush on A. A might seem closed off at times, but if you look past that their fun to be around. Just talking to them made my day like 5x better. I can’t explain how much they had changed my entire life in that small window of time. And I shoot my shot when I was in Disney. And like a week later they doesn’t respond. So a no. And I was in Disney last week. And today I found out that they’re now dating someone I recently decided to befriend. Lets call them B. I’m happy for both A & B but... I can’t help but feel jealous. And I don’t like being jealous, because that’s not a good thing in my opinion. B is one of my greatest friends and both A and B are coming to my Halloween party. They are going to be hugging and cuddling and shit like that 24/7. I’ve accepted the fact that A simply doesn’t think of me that way, and that’s fine. But there are two other people I’m worried about. We’ll call them C and D. Before I met A, I actually kinda fell in love with C. But C is straight. So I learned to get over them. But I haven’t seen C in person in about 4 months, and I have a feeling that I’ll fall all over again. But... D and I are super close. Like close to the point where we kiss each other on the cheek. And I don’t want my friends thinking I move on so quick. And shit is gonna get awkward cause a friend who has a crush on me is coming, and a friend I’ve made out with... wish me luck boys