StarlightLexi

I'll be clearing out my reading lists and library, and logging out of my account and deleting the app. It's been a great 4 (almost 5) years on this app. I've learned so much from not only the fictional characters but from different people I've befriended who I'll remember for a lifetime. 
          	
          	Logging out
          	xoxo
          	Lexi

StarlightLexi

I'll be clearing out my reading lists and library, and logging out of my account and deleting the app. It's been a great 4 (almost 5) years on this app. I've learned so much from not only the fictional characters but from different people I've befriended who I'll remember for a lifetime. 
          
          Logging out
          xoxo
          Lexi

StarlightLexi

Hi everyone this probably my last message on Wattpad, so I'll try to keep it brief.
          
          Although I previously said that I'd take a break from the app to focus on God I unfortunately fell back into my old ways on Wattpad. God has sent me countless warnings - whether through dreams, videos, thoughts etc but I've failed to realize that until today. I didn't understand how impactful my actions today will affect my eternal life until I watched the video from Allen Parr's channel (highly recommend). 
          
          That video – to me – felt like my last warning from God. It really opened my eyes and made me realize that my whole life – despite the fact that I was born and raised Christian – I haven't been really living the entire Disciple of Christ life. I've only followed parts of it that convenienced me but ignored the crucial parts.
          
          That video really scared me in a good way, because I feel like I needed an extreme wake up call. Although I've told myself that I'll change once I'm older and live the full package Christian life later but I haven't made much efforts to do so. One of the hardest thing I've had to accept that was that I've been living a Lukewarm life, even though I follow God's Commandements and pray etc I've only done the things that will not stop me from living a wordly life. 
          
          I sincerely apologize if none of this makes sense, but I would like to end it off with this last thing: if God woke you up again it simply means that He has given you another chance to come home to Him.
          
          I would like to end this off with the link to the video that I watched. If you're not sure what it truly means to become a Disciple of Christ, this will truly help you grasp it.
          
          https://youtu.be/7q456jePv6I 

StarlightLexi

Hi everyone, I'm writing this message because I have realized that Wattpad has been one of the major factors hindering me from my journey to salvation.
          
          I just had a dream, I'm not sure if it was my own or from God. But that dream was a wake up call for me to figure out my relationship with God, it felt so real and scary. It made me realize that if I continue to live that way then I will have no place in God's Kingdom.
          
          It took a lot, but I've come to terms with the fact that I have been living a lukewarm life. I knew that in my heart I was living like a lukewarm regardless of the fact that I was reading my Bible, studying my verses and spreading the Word of God. I allowed certain things on Wattpad to slip knowing that they were not in accordance with the Word of God.
          
          I've removed books that I felt rubbed my spirit the wrong way so many times, yet I would somehow always end up adding stories like that. 

heartbouquets

@StarlightLexi im so happy for you girl!! God got you always!!
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JasmynTailor

@StarlightLexi I’m so happy for you! I pray that you get soooo close to God and know His Word in your heart. ❤️❤️
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StarlightLexi

What really motivates me is when I recall a period of time last year where I just felt so peaceful. During that time I decided to stay away from Wattpad and focus on my relationship with the Lord. I can always remember that feeling I felt during that time, I felt at peace and I could feel the Holy Spirit with me. Idk how to describe it but it felt so peaceful and like I wasn't alone anymore, that feeling is just so powerful it's difficult to put it into words. I remember even when I dreamt I somehow knew that those weren't dreams I was capable of having those were dreams sent from God, and oddly enough I can vividly remember this dream I had from the beginning till the end, I remember waking up from that dream feeling this good overwhelming feeling of peace and lightness. 
            
            I'm not trying to scare anyone or force my beliefs on anyone, but what I want to let you know is that Jesus is coming soon and no one knows when it could be this year or the next or whenever. But I what I really want to leave you guys with is that it's never too late a relationship with God. It's going to be difficult there will be times when you feel like you just can't feel His presence, but I can assure you that God is always with you.
            
            So in order for me to feel the Holy Spirit's presence again and know God better I will be getting rid of distractions that blocking my journey to salvation. Starting with Wattpad, which I will be logging off from for however long I feel is necessary.
            
            So don't give up, and don't give in
            See you later by God's grace
            xoxo
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StarlightLexi

I really hate how it takes about 2 hours just to find 3 good books
          
          It's really hard to find great books on Wattpad nowadays, and when you do often times they are incomplete and last updated a long time ago

melanin_poppin7

@KaoriKali you can send them the books you read. you can share the book or if you have reading lists you can send it to them in the messages. 
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KIMISEUUL

@StarlightLexi i wish i could send you the books i read sighh
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StarlightLexi

So the Queen died...

heartbouquets

i was so shocked when i found out 
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KIMISEUUL

@StarlightLexi i don't mean to say this but WOOO HOOO YEAHHHHH
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StarlightLexi

Why is it so hard to find good books on this app nowadays??? I've tried reading like 5-6 books today but stopped after the 2nd or 3rd chapter because they're so laaaaaame ಥ‿ಥ
          
          I'm begging please recommend me interest books, I honestly feel like I've read all the good books on Wattpad

StarlightLexi

I added those books to my reading lists and the covers + descriptions look so goooood!!! I literally can't wait to read them
            
            Thank you so much @melanin_poppin7 and @KaoriKali 
            
            If I could hug you two, I would 
            (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
            (つ≧▽≦)つ⊂(・ω・*⊂)
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StarlightLexi

Created 3 more reading lists
          Hope you like it :)

heartbouquets

@StarlightLexi thank you , im glad you enjoy reading! <3
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StarlightLexi

You're welcome I really had a great time reading your book♡
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heartbouquets

Thank you for adding my book to your reading lists, i really appreciate it ❤️ Have a great day!
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