Alright, so here's the gist. I'm having a hard time finding the will and creativity that is necessary for writing. Every time I open the app I feel guilty for not writing. Another thing, I keep telling myself that I'm only not writing because I don't have a laptop and I can only write on my phone/tablet which isn't very convenient, but that's not a reason not to write. Seriously, if I really wanted to write I would find the time and a way to do it. I'm just in denial, of what? I'm not exactly sure. I just want to let you guys know that I'm not going to post so much.
Truthfully, I'm not really proud of my story that much because it's not even close to a functional story. Bottom line is, I feel bad for always giving false hope that another chapter is around the corner when I'm working on a chapter and I don't even know what I'm doing.
I'm not going to stop writing, of course not, it's my passion. I just don't have that passion at the moment and I don't want to upload anything that I don't feel is completely perfect and as good as it can be. I'm actually working on the next chapter now, but I honestly don't know what's going on anymore. I also feel that because I don't update regularly no one really keeps track of my book and reads it. So I'm only going to write when I seem fit and that's that.
I hope whoever is still even reading this understands. I'm really grateful for all the support I've gotten thus far and I truly love you all!
