Will you forgive me if I say I don’t know how to write “The Dark Mage” (Magus Series #2)? Tapos na ang plot and story. Alam ko na ang ending. Hindi ko lang talaga alam kung paano isulat. It’s to the point that it's affecting my mental health. I want to impress you. I want to give you this long-awaited Book 2. I promised so many times, but I keep breaking them. I want to prove that I truly appreciate your love and support despite my flaws. Yet… here I am, still failing after so many tries.
I AM SORRY …
But please know that I will keep trying. Do I maybe need a break or another point of view? Another breath of fresh air? I’ve worked on the Magus series since 2019, and all I have accomplished was completing one book. I’m sorry. I’m sorry, I’m not like the other authors who can write multiple complete stories in a year.
But this is me.
I’m imperfect. I have flaws. I have several severe mental illnesses that make me feel like a failure. But I still want to bring more of my stories to the world. These enchanting and whole new fantasies that I want to write into words and eventually share with you, my precious ones.
But sometimes, I need time—time to heal from the hardships this cruel world keeps throwing at me. That’s why I may be gone for a month, two months, or three. I don’t know. Yet here I am, still trying—because this is my passion, my dream.
So after knowing all of these… will you still be here with me…?