@Suchilycce
Just went on a massive blocking streak lmfao I kind of got very fed up
@mikamiyu I'll text u whenever I feel better, gotta study math rn sadly </3 exam tomorrow keeping me from talking to u (i say as if depression wasn't the major factor)
man I love my episode getting even worse through something and therefore I need to crash out with my friends and can't be antisocial anymore however I also am severely overstimulated and overwhelmed
@Suchilycce Idk if I'm a person you'd wanna talk to, but if you need to talk to me and don't wanna open WhatsApp or deal with open chats there, you can always reach out on other platforms <3
If I ever see somebody say "oh I'm so sad we don't have snow" I will genuinely scream.
Snow got me stuck in the car so bad we had to dial the emergency :D (i'm about to get a breakdown)
Live laugh love getting a message from my best friend that legit says "yeah I just had a car crash" like bro your first instinct was telling me you can't go to the ball tomorrow with me and not finding a fucking doctor??
(He's fine also but like. Damn. Bro please.)
haha I haven't been to school in three days because Sunday messed me up so bad and I feel genuinely terrible both physically and mentally... God I do not have the strength to socialize or study or do just about anything.
and just now I began feeling dizzy for no reason. I do love life indeed. /sarc
If I find something to cheer you up I’ll throw it at you but yeah just, stay safe and stuff
There's NO shot I just listened to the one man I look up to and idolize backstabbed me so hard by defending my grandma and even comparing her to everyone like the constant invasion into privacy and her forcing herself down everyone's throats was nothing because "everyone has problems and we can look above it, just like you have anger outbursts" as if I didn't turn that anger into self-hatred more often than not like be SO fucking for real
If their stay is going to be prolonged or anything I’ll pull out all of my fluff stuff and distractions you don’t have to respond or anything
I'm not gonna go radio silent I'm not gonna go radio silent I'm not gonna go radio sile-
(I feel like a very annoying human being that shouldn’t bother talking to others anymore right now so uhh dw about me I'll probably be back to normal but reaching out and talking is really really scary right now and I'm . Not doing that well lmao)
Highkey worst part abt leaving disc was how now I js barely get to talk to my friends anymore.
Like yeah I have my itbr gang and the dlm people (& rem and nae) but some others I don't really speak with anymore and that's kinda sad
Makes me consider to redownload disc but also idrk man
Actually scratch itbr js call it german gang I keep forgetting Mizi Mizu and Sammy aren't in there lmfao
"I want more people to ship my OCs with" (/p or /r) I say as I go to the same two people with every idea I get (Ver and Rem are my strongest soldiers)
Salvation, apparently Dahlia's based on a movie. If that's the case I will be happy, if not, I will actually go mad.
