Sush Fan

I have been getting more and more reads and stuff on my books nowadays, just wait a few more months guys, i promise i will be putting in more updates where needed, i have exams till june, then i will be free form school and stuff forever so expect more stuff, both on the case book and the memories and you can expect a few new books coming up, most likely
          thank you for everyone reading, if you have any questions related to the books or the case or such, feel free to ask

Goddamn, just checked notif, TGGBB2 updated after 3 years
          its been a WHILE

https://forms.gle/yJNnB9jRzoAB2MU5A
          
          can you please fill out this form, it is for a project of a friend of mine
          would mean a lot
          thanks!
          need it b4 tomorrow evening so yea

yesterday was my birthday, i think it was good

Datesheets for the boards are here btw
          
          10th:- https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/education/photo/105933291.cms
          
          12th:- https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/education/photo/105933262.cms

guys............headphones.........again........
          this time they were my mum's

my god its been so long since been here, yet again, life is fucking busy, i have to take so many exams next year.
          who tf made life so busy, why can't we just stop and breathe, and take our time in this world, instead of rushing through living, cuz srsly in this constant race and fast paced rush, no one is really breathing anymore, just losing ourselves in the adrenaline until we can't anymore. We dont even remember what it was like to breathe sometimes and just sit down. The world is a never ending marathon, that goes in full cirlces and no one is here to count the laps and the only prize worth is death.
          Why can't it be just slow walks around the garden and stopping by the admire the sky change it hues anymore and appreciate the complex yet simple beauty around us. Where are we even rushing at this point, we all will just die one day, thats just inevitable and everything in between shouldn't feel like grey path that ends in a blink, with nothing to look back to. Its just life we should be able to live, cuz at the end there is really no point of literally anything, we are literally just meat covered skeleton walking on this floating dirt ball and dissolving down with it as we go. 
          The amount of stress, tension and hayfire we live in, isn't even worth sometimes, wthvr the meaning of life and existence is, we will never know cuz we just dont live it. 
          Seriously all this running is leading to nowhere, while death is inevitable and unpredicatable, we dont when its too come and till them we have time, we haven't even reached a quarter of life and we already feel like everything around us is ending, just awaiting death and seeing no light in the tunnel, as if we wont be in our 20s sometime, then 30s then more, are we srsly planning to spend to not even live it properly. We HAVE time, and idek where we are even rushing to.
          
          Just slow down and stop and breathe for a second, look up at the sky and stars and just smile and feel and live. Its okay.

I have been writing poems for a while now, should i start publishing them around here if yall wanna read

FUCK I BROKE MY HEADPHONES AGAIN.

You watched kinnporsche?!?!