♡『͏₲ⱡł₮₵ⱨ』♡

Sorry i haven't been updating lately.. I'm just going through a lot- I hope I'll be able to start back up again.. :')

I'ᴍ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ- ᴀꜱ ᴀ ғᴇᴡ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ꜱᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ.. ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴛᴛᴏᴍ ꜱᴜʀɢᴇʀʏ (FTM) ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ɪ ꜱᴛᴀʏ ᴜᴘ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ɴɪʜᴛꜱ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ.. ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟɪᴄᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ɪꜱ ꜱᴄᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜɪᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ..- ɪ ᴅᴜɴɴᴏ, ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ.. Mʏ ɢɪʀʟғʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏʀᴛɪᴠᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ꜱʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱɴ'ᴛ ғᴜʟʟʏ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ʟʟ ɢᴏ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜʀɢᴇʀʏ... I ғᴇᴇʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ʟᴏꜱᴛ... ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇꜱꜱᴇᴅ..-

Jᴜꜱᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ꜱᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏʀ ᴏᴠᴇʀ 100 ʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ!!♡♡♡

I̷҉t̷҉'s̷҉ ̷A̷҉l̷҉w̷҉a̷҉y̷҉s̷҉ ̷W̷҉a̷҉t̷҉c̷҉h̷҉i̷҉n̷҉g̷҉

Good-night..and good luck .. :')☠☠☠☠☠☠

Ack! Help, im lonelyyyyyyyyy and bored asf- :'(

I'm head over heels for her- So much so, it hurts when she turns away. Or misses an i love you..- :'(
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Home count-down: Two days..☁☂
          Christmas count-down- eight days..❆❆
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Y'now... Im going home in a few days. If ya'll didnt know- Im from Ireland. Im both excited and sad.. I miss home.. but i love someone here very dearly.. and even though it's only a few days..- it hurts to think about leaving her.. ♡

I dont know who i am... :(
          Or what i wanna be known as..
          ♡Mid-life crisis♡