Now that the throwing has stopped (it began at 12am and it stopped around 7 am it’s 9:13 am now) my whole body is aching and my throat feels like it’s partially closed from throwing up all night
Now that the throwing has stopped (it began at 12am and it stopped around 7 am it’s 9:13 am now) my whole body is aching and my throat feels like it’s partially closed from throwing up all night
So I just got done cleaning the downstairs and watching my little brother and my ma kept saying that since I’m so negative I keep my depression and then she yells at me saying do something for once in your gosh damn life go study etc.! And I’m just fed up with her bullshit. Fuck the senators for easing taxes on apartments. Cause I bet by the time I would graduate from highschool (this year) I would’ve been able to move out but no shit has to be expensive as hell. My uncle d doesn’t understand where I’m coming from he’s like you should talk to your parents about how you feel. And I’m like literally impossible they yell whenever I say the wrong thing or get mad at me
So I got back into looking at alt art tiktok- and I’m gonna have a sketchbook dedicated to alt art I’ll make and then the rest of my sketchbooks will just be my regular art-
So I was watching a weird core dreamcore tiktok comp on YouTube and I thought I was going crazy but I slowed down the video of an edit and found philburt my weirdcore oc and I don’t remember giving permission to someone to use him in an edit.
Vent
It’s currently 11:21pm I’m struggling to sleep I honestly can’t even figure myself out I can’t picture a future for myself I feel like my mental health is declining or in the middle I’m afraid of living and death I’m afraid of everything I’m afraid and I’m tired I’m losing myself again maybe even a bit more worse than back in middle school. Hopefully I’ll feel better in the morning. I’m sry to put all this on you guys but I just needed to vent. I’ve got a bad feeling and idk what it is.
Positive thing: I want to draw something cause I thought how adorable it’d be for doctor ock’s robotic claws to get along with Rosa’s tails since they have a mind of their own except Rosa’s tails are 1. Adorable and 2. A bit on the stupider side- since the kick random people-
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