When you are going through something that is physically and mentally unhealthy you would expect support from your friends. Apparently I didn't get any recognition from anyone at the time. I was already in pain hiding behind a screen acting happy. So someone called me a Instead a rude slur. I've decided to take my own way and deal with my own problem. However, many friends did support me during this event. Blocked "friends," or removed them that didn't seem to care. So if you have anything else to ask I won't be answering in graal. Ether because you were blocked or you are not on my friends list.
Hope this cleared things up.